21??????

The Panic of Growing Older

I turn 21 today!

I am so excited but also scared. 21 feels like such a big girl age, like I have to get my life in order and know what I want out of life - I mean, I do but sometimes i don’t know.

I thought things would be different already but the year just started so I’m going to be optimistic .

21 is a new chapter, a proper start of adulthood, a year to live more, to grow, to love, to let go of anything that is not beneficial to me, 21 is all about being THAT girl.

I was a bit sad when my birthday was approaching but why should I be? So everything hasn’t fallen into place but it will, soon. Today is all about me and I want to make the most of it. I am also extremely grateful that I am surrounded by people that care about me.

Adding this picture because I am obsessed with it.

Anyway, it’s MY BIRTHDAY!

Happy birthday to me, it’s only good things thar are allowed to happen to me from here on out!